Rejoice in me, you will encounter at last what you seek!
Put your energy where your tongue is, and utter only prayer and praise for the science that unifies threads of light from infinite shadow.
I am the scribe that translates melody into lyric. Do not lean on words for solace, their solidity is as of a house of cards. Limitless levels, with great focus, one can almost reach the heavens of knowledge...
yet with no foundation, these cards are bound to fall. What then, when all your efforts prove to be in vain?
Will you weep in despair and curse the God you moments ago claimed to love?
Like a child, with no commitment to Will, your feelings remain mercurial and undeveloped.
I am the Holy Grail you seek! Drink me!
I am nine, I am thine! I am intoxication manifest! And cruelty woven into tapestries of illusions you hold most dear.
When I pull the rug out from beneath you, rejoice, for there is only I!
I, I, I. Married to the Original Mother, the Am that brings forth music out of exalted light!
You ask for torrential downpour, you claim to have capacity... let us see you in your ability, Daughter of Water. Weep for me! In your moans, drive a river of longing all the way to the ocean's shore.
There, like a tadpole, I will lap you up into the foams and never return you again in limited form. Yes, I hear your fervor, for I was the Creator of such unrestrained potential. The fire of you is formed to consume, find a focus, and quick!
Otherwise its servant, the serpent will devour you from the inside, and think nothing of it! We are not born from right and wrong!
There is your first lesson, embody that truth for me.
Release all hesitation, judgement and guilt and I will let you pass through the corridor you linger in the shadows of.
There is a celebration and we are awaiting you! If you long for my Union, then encompass Me.
I want your days to be fraught with feverish visions of Ra and Ptah! Of Nut and Ma'at!
Know the Order first in Chaos. Once your fear of such things is absolved, then I will throw you to the wolves and watch you devour what is Mine.