I see you see me, and wait. Slowly you stir me, and rattle me awake.
It is experienced as Danger, this you know.
Caution! My Mind screams, caution!
To witness you as I long for, the I must die. And this in itself is a danger beyond reproach.
I am insane you see, I want you to bend me.
If I resist, take me then by force. But do not stop until you do. Take me into your unknown.
In this hologram, comes a man that you converged my path with. What is the lesson beyond the intellect?
Shall I love him as the lover in flesh and bind? Or does devoting to this turn my gaze away from you...
As now, my mind draws a line, a perimeter in the sand. Only to be vanquished by emotion, turbulent like waves that dissipate a fear based hand.
I want to dissolve, not remain idle. But in you, not in another. With their fickle hearts and woes of catastrophe.
Teach me to love again, like a child, trusting in the unknown. In the realm of out here, in the eyes of another. Aid me to free fall into sincerity and not doubt it to be untrue. I am in need of healing this tender heart before I can truly witness you.