| The Earth beneath me, you ground me. Coming back to visit you, to be wrapped in your embrace has strengthened my roots. I spent the day relaxing here, and reminiscing all the beautiful memories of us together, never forgetting all the years you worked so hard to provide for us. The houses we lived only you could have made Home. That was always your gift, to make those around you feel so incredibly loved. This is for you, my beloved mother who is my greatest teacher, parent and friend. I honor you, all that I have blossomed into is under your grace and unconditional love. There are no words to describe how much you mean to me, and how I am continually humbled through your wisdom and guidance. I'll tell you... every time I move away, off on another adventure, I lose my head a bit in my own intellect and self-involved illusions. I lose sight and can become self-righteous in my convictions of this and that. Yet your connection to Source is so solid, you are so pure in form and intention - it astounds me. I trust you. You have never led me astray, even those times your fiery temper which was always misunderstood, was in frustration at those you love not following their integrity and truth. You are the embodiment of Kali Ma, and I honor your unwavering commitment to sincerity in yourself and those around you. I have matured through the faith of my families' dignity. All of you are so solid with integrity, it inspires me to drop veils of pride and insecurity; to step more into Truth. I carry your virtue in my veins, and its during those times when I feel low, I am reminded of this and it pulls me out of the lie and back into the light. I know sometimes you think I am neglectful, or come off as dismissive... and I do, but if you only knew how much I value you. You are irreplaceable to me, you are my heart. Without your love, see, there is no beat. And without that beat, where is the music? It was no mistake you being named "Naghmeh" you are our melody. Our lyric, and hymns to sea. Thank you for being such a remarkable mother all my life. Forgive my impatience and immaturity, only remember that I do listen to all you say, and my desire to take care of you and give back is what inspires me to practice this discipline of solid integrity. That of honest character, of compassion, reliability, generosity, devotion, diligence and forgiveness. Yes, all of these which you are, I am proud to be born into this world by you. And by you, I bloom and wish only to give back. Love you always, Dorrina |
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