I'm back! I deleted my page by accident the day after the new year, and had it restored by the help of my fellow weebler technicians. It just reminded me how everything works out to our benefit when we trust in the good universe. Instead of freaking out that I lost half a year's worth of writing, I decided to accept what happened. I quickly learned it could be restored, and not only that! They helped me organize my entries into sub-categories. So for those of you just interested in the juicy erotica, you don't have to waste another breath scrolling down the list of other issues I address, oh say, you know.. like Health. Family? Self-realization... No? Just... Lust? I want to write more health-related articles, as recently I was a patient of a "cupping" treatment which had incredible effects on my body. For those of you who are not familiar with cupping, just look at the picture, it's pretty self explanatory. It pulls toxins out of the body and clears stagnation in the organs. You may feel a bit sick initially after treatment, followed by a detoxification of whatever ailment had you hindered in the first place. Eastern medicine is the key to longevity. Now if only I could just kick the sugar cravings... I realized this new year that I have an addictive personality (I know, shocker!) I can't believe it took me so long to accept this. I guess I always associated people who have addictive personalities with hard drug use, out of control partying and promiscuity. How narrow-minded was that mind set! The irony is, even the most presumably disciplined, OCD personality can be an addictive type. In fact, those two go hand and hand. There must always be some kind of balance in order for bliss. Those who wane from one extreme to another don't do their bodies justice or their minds. Remember, balance. Some of the few changes I made since New Year's eve is that I deleted by Facebook which to my surprise has left me feeling a bit isolated. I won't return for quite some time though, and for two reasons: 1. Cyber communication makes me feel like a zombie. Even though I write on here, I'd much rather connect in person, but if that can't be helped, then at least over the phone. 2. Facebook turns me into an psycho-narcissist. I'm already shamefully self-absorbed. Combine my narcissistic-addictive personality with a social media created for the sole purpose of sucking the last shred of self-respect and humility we as human beings already struggle to authentically possess. I literally hate myself after the 5 minutes on that site turns into 2 hours of scrolling through people's profiles I've only had one or two conversations with in person. Ever. Wtf?? I also quit eating sugary delights, although not really. As I type, I'm sipping "Skin detox" Numi tea, and eating Halwa straight from the jar. I take comfort in the fact that its second ingredient on the Nutrition Facts is "sugar" and not "sucralose". This somehow tricks my mind into thinking it's alright to eat half the jar. Each cupping session leaves my back looking like giant, circular leeches had a party and the next day I awake with the thought, "yoga and no sugar" which turns into "sugar and no yoga". But if I made any of you chuckle softly, confused as to whether I'm joking or being serious... My humor is always serious. |
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Jeff Corley
1/25/2015 12:01:01 am
Hi Dorrina, I doubt you'd remember me. From Monterey like 5 years ago now. I stumbled onto this blog and there couldn't be a better platform to see you over the Internet on. In writing. Glad you shut down your Facebook as well. It seriously does not make me a better person and in fact I find it has a rather toxic effect on my psyche.
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